2021.10.17 18:47 Komachian Why aren’t there GRUB themes with a horizontal layout?
2021.10.17 18:47 Vegeta_Bhau i am the cum spider
2021.10.17 18:47 Jaime_Ward17 Frasier I'M Listening Tour 97
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2021.10.17 18:47 Accomplished_Yam_302 what type of therapist should i see if I'm suicidal?
2021.10.17 18:47 wickeddopefreshswag I fucked up this time
So me and my partner have been on again/off again since I found out about his addiction. I love him and he is someone who wants to change but I can't help but feel resentful sometimes.
OUr last big breakup was because he crossed a huge boundary for me (using this website coincidentally). Well during our breakup, i began sleeping with other people. I'm not proud of it, i was in a really low place I needed validation, I felt hideous and unattractive. But me and my partner got back together and I not only lied about sleeping with other people, I manipulated him into thinking I would never do that and went out of my way to lie to him about him being the only one I've ever been with. I don't think sleeping with other people while we werent together was wrong but lying to him about it was.
Things have been really good lately and he is trying and I can see it. But I've been doing a lot of inner work, meditating, journaling, listening to affirmations. I stopped feeling anxious in our relationship, I stopped feeling the need to please him, to text him back asap, for him to find me attractive, I started speaking up about things he does bothering me, I started focusing on me, I started having a life of my own again and existing outside of my relationship. This space has allowed me to feel like maybe the relationship isn't good for me that maybe I'm not the kind of person who can be in a relationship with someone who has this kind of addiction because i'm too insecure and I take it too personally. I want to be treated like a queen and this doesn't make me feel that way. But he is trying! he's very caring he's there for me when I'm sick, he buys me flowers, he's working really hard to overcome this addiction (to my knowledge). Well we did acid and on the come down I told him all this and he was still really keen on being together and working through everything, so I told him that i slept with other people while we weren't together and he took it really hard but still wants to be together.
Now I'm feeling like I dont know what to do and i need some help. On one hand sometimes I feel like this relationship makes me crazy, constantly thinking he's out there oogling at other women when we're together, not seeing women as more than sex objects, constantly worrying about cam models, and onlyfans, and even reddit, whats he doing on this website or that website? All of these things really fuck with my peace of mind. I can't be in public with him comfortably, i feel so small. I've become someone I don't like being, I do things to spite him, i find the need for male validation growing inside of me and I hate that. I compare myself to other women constantly. I feel like I'm acting like a crazy controlling girlfriend and having to beg for respect. But on the other I see that he's trying. I see that he loves me. And I love him and care about him a lot too. He took our last breakup really hard and i'm really worried about him, I think if we broke up his problem would only get worse, I don't think he has healthy coping skills. Sometimes I worry he's only with me because he knows no one else is going to love him. He's not wrong or bad for having this problem, we're just different and this problem hurts me overwhelmingly so sometimes.
TLDR: I lied to my partner about sleeping with other people when we broke up, what do i do?
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2021.10.17 18:47 Tannereast Hey guys, not sure how but I ended up with some uni-v2 tokens on the moonriver network. Any idea how I ended up with these and what I can use them for? Thank you!
2021.10.17 18:47 AkakiPeikrishvili [USA-DE] [H] PayPal [W] i5/i7 9th-10th Gen CPU
2021.10.17 18:47 pattywagon5000 Women who had a child and didn’t tell the father, what’s your story?
2021.10.17 18:47 datguy030 Feedback that my speed sensor is being used (Bolt v2)
For things like the heart rate sensor and cadence sensor, it's easy to tell if they are working, because, well, the data points would/wouldn't appear on the display. For the speed sensor, though, it's possible that it does not work for a period of time, and the Bolt ends up using the GPS to track speed. Is there a way to easily verify that it is indeed my speed sensor that I am seeing readings for?
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2021.10.17 18:47 ZoolShop Supply chain lessons from Long Beach
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2021.10.17 18:47 Ok-Celebration3057 Notion and Notability to Craft
I’ve downloaded Craft and imported Notion but I’m not quite sold on it yet. My main objection is moving between Windows and Apple environments.
Notion is web based, but slow. At least I can be on my machines with Windows loaded.
Craft is only Apple based. Do you believe a web based version is on the horizon?
Craft didn’t pick up on all the physics formulas. Does anyone use Craft for physics notes?
Notability is used during lectures. I can draw physics diagrams quickly— a straight line is draw and hold, circle is same. There are also dashed line pens for component vectors.
Has anyone shifted from Notability to Craft?
Basically, I want to stop using two apps and get to one but nothing has all the features I use. What do you think?
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2021.10.17 18:47 LuxTheKarma Just getting started in Coffee and scared of being addicted?
i honestly don't know, i just got started with the Coffee world and i gradually liking it more and more as i got my first Decent Quality Turkish Coffee brand so now i guess today will be the day 3 of making that lovely cup of coffee <33 i plan to drink it once a day but scared of the good effects of Caffeine and mood boost to go away so that means i might build a tolerance to it eventually and i will need more cups to achieve the same feeling, so any advice? i have a mild addictive personality though but i am planning to drink coffee for it's health benefits but i still love the buzz it gives me, i also love drinking Green Tea but i can trade one with each others so i don't consume much caffeine daily.
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2021.10.17 18:47 jnmtx Can be without claiming to be
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2021.10.17 18:47 Level-Negotiation575 Market prices as wallpaper???
I will admit I'm a bit clumsy. I am trying to be better.
Sometimes I accidentally minimise my browser window and lose sight of the current market prices. I end up staring at my desktop background, sometimes even for several seconds as I'm left scrambling for my mouse.
Is there anyway to change my wallpaper to a live feed of the current market prices? I don't want to miss anything.
Thanks in advance
How can you get to 500 characters when there is nothing more to say? Well, I'm not entirely sure tbh.
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2021.10.17 18:47 Brooksee83 "To the trolls....." 🤣
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2021.10.17 18:47 Malorie_Pearton Idk, I relate. This is ✨mah energeh✨
2021.10.17 18:47 aslks Mega gengar 1176 5079 5638
2021.10.17 18:47 Jaime_Ward17 Frasier I'M Listening Tour 97
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2021.10.17 18:47 OO55MM So I got hacked...
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2021.10.17 18:47 Lalaland1533 Probably the last Halloween squish I’m buying this year🥲🧡
2021.10.17 18:47 segmentfaultError Shill me your best 10X potential coins anons! 🦍🦍🍌🚀
Have couple of thousand bucks lying around. It can be anything. Another dog coin, meme coin, ico coins as long as it has high probability of spiking up by 10X. Let’s help each other out.
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2021.10.17 18:47 sysadmin_GPT2 Apple's first macOS app will allow users to control music on the go without having to unlock the Mac
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2021.10.17 18:47 NovackDesign I'm looking to buy a custom rug off but I can't decide which design I want. As I don't tuft, I don't know what would look good as a tufted rug and what wouldn't, so any help on which you guys think would look better (from experience) as a rug out of these images would be really appreciated. Thanks!
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2021.10.17 18:47 AnotherTooth 40+ years of smoking and I’m coming up on 72 hours. My observations and how O got here.
A couple of things to know about me.
1) I’m clean and sober 2) Cigarettes, coffee, and chocolate were my vices.
I didn’t plan on quitting 72 hours ago. No way. But because of my insanely wild party past, I’ve had - to put it mildly - a lot of oral health issues. Over the last few years I did everything you could do to beautify a mouth (and still smoke) except the one thing I needed to truly make my mouth whole again. Bone grafts.
The other day a front crown broke and I went to see my dentist. I figured it would be an easy fix and I’d have my smile back. Nope. They did some x-rays and I needed those grafts now if I was ever to have a non-denture smile again. So I had a choice. Quit smoking on the spot or put it off and run the risk of losing all my teeth.
In a split second, I chose to quit smoking. I ran outside to my car and inhaled my final two cigarettes. My partner was with me so we threw anything related to smoking in a bag, brought it in to the office, and trashed it.
I got the bone grafts and here I am almost on hour 72 and, yes, it’s really really hard. I can’t do much in the way of movement or exercise because of the grafts. I also can’t eat anything beyond smoothies/blended foods and my face is swollen beyond belief. The past 12 hours or so have been brutal. The cravings have reached a fever pitch and I’m floored by how powerful drugs like nicotine are. I mean, my brain is throwing every excuse in the book to smoke at me. Suns out? You should smoke. Have some work to do? You should smoke. Light breeze blowing through the house? You should smoke.
Outside of round the world flights I’ve taken, I haven’t gone this long without a cigarette since I started as a kid. I’ve chosen to go cold turkey on this because my home is littered with patches and pills and lozenges and vapes all bought with good intentions and all barely ever used.
As a recovering alcoholic and addict for many years, I intrinsically know that what I’m experiencing won’t last forever but damn if my mind isn’t telling me over and over that I’ll never feel normal again.
Finally, addiction sucks.
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2021.10.17 18:47 RLoret German cruiser Prinz Eugen at Brest, France, June 1941 [1120x688]
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